Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Saturday, November 6, 2010
El Sancocho del Pulpo llega de regreso a Valle de Bravo.
Friday, September 3, 2010
Thursday, August 12, 2010
La Gran Mudanza!
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Thursday, August 5, 2010
FULL MOVIE - 2012 The Online Movie FINAL UPDATE -- (2010)
Pues con la novedad que fui a ver el local en Xochimilco y me gusto mucho, y pues estamos en tratos para rentarlo apartir de maƱana.
Mas en cuanto lo pueda.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Pa donde el viento me lleve
Pues hoy salgo al DF.
Pero realmente al DF?
O a Tepoztlan? Catemaco? Real de Catorce?
Tanto que ver, y la neta, esa es la chamba.
Ver lo que hay que very.
Juarez.
Creo que la idea es tiaguisiar por ahi, sin mucho que rentar y todo eso.
Pero tambien, la idea es ...
Ganar dinero?
Vivir por mis propios medios.
Mandarle mas $$$ a mi madre.
Ser un hombre valiente, correcto y de bien.
El $$$ es simplemente una imagen de lo que hay que hacer para cumplir...
...las obligaciones del alma.
Laxmi.
Laxmi es sagrada.
Y valla que es peligroso pensar asi.
Jesus saldria de su casa para ir a la cruz.
Limpiando el karma de la gente a su alrededor y...
..curando sus maldades.
Pero no soy Jesus.
Soy lo que Soy.
Robin.
Nasrudin.
Monday, August 2, 2010
Spiritual Reality: Near Death Experiences (2010) - FULL LENGTH DOCUMENTARY
Este es mi primer intento de conectar un video de Youtube en mi blog.
Me siento totalmente cumpu-naco.
Friday, July 30, 2010
16 Dias para lanzar EL RINCON DEL PULPO.
Thursday, July 29, 2010
EL RINCON DEL PULPO TAROT
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Mate my chingada compu de nuevo
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Library full of kids makes me suspicious.
Sunday, June 27, 2010
A la guerra sin fusil.
Pues nada, que despierto tarde, como a las 10, y que vamos Nanda y yo a tianguisiar, y finalmente salimos, despues de desayunar y regaderame, y es el mediodia. Y recojemos las sillitas, la mesita, y buscamos lugar, y nos ponemos..
Y cuando se trata de sacar mis cartas...
No estan en mi bolsa.
Las deje en la casa.
Me fui a la guerra sin fusil.
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Undertaker Victorioso!
Apostar es algo muy exitante. EnseƱar a los niƱos el valor de las apuestas no es lo mas noble que puedo hacer, pero si que es divertido. Yo estaba esperando perder el juego de dados y luchas, pero al final mi Undertaker les gano a John Cena y Batista ambos armados. Fue algo genial, y los niƱos lo disfrutaron enormemente. Claro, cuando Rasita perdio, lloro, pues perdio dinero.
Asi es lo de las apuestas.
Increible, mi hermana logro sacarme la $$$ para ir a Mexico ella solita. Bueno, con un poco de ayuda de mama. Al final, ella es la que nececita ver a gurudeva.
Friday, June 25, 2010
Tepoztlan or Bust
Tepoztlan or Bust
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Miercoles por la tarde y no llega el $$$
Sunday, June 13, 2010
El Oceano Muere
El ser humano no se compadece.
No solo queremos suicidarnos, queremos matar toda la vida.
Y para que?
Conducir nuestras naves terrestres.
No es sorprendente que los dioses nos castigan.
El tiempo nos consumira mas rapidamente...
...por tanta prisa que traemos para llegar a lugares.
Pues, energias extraƱas.
Como puede todo seguir igual aqui en mi pueblito...
...cuando sabemos muchos que el oceano esta muriendo
asesinado por British Petroleum?
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Call me Farmer Rob
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Voy a regalarle un Chess al Nandiux
Monday, June 7, 2010
Ulli and I will work together again.
Friday, June 4, 2010
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Tenia todas las intenciones de ir a ver Robin Hood
... Pero mas bien quiero escribir un rato las aventuras de Rey Agua.
Es trabajo. Algo que automaticamente libera el alma de desdichosas perezas.
Un trabajo de amor. Una expocicion de un mundo virtual: CIUDAD PALETA.
Nunca pude terminar una novela.
Aver si puedo vencer ese mal. Es simplemente escribir una pagina despues de otra. Luego, imprimir, leer y arreglar. Una disciplina artistica. Tambien un esfuerzo psychico.
Pues.
El Rey Agua es mi personaje principal, y representa a Nandadulal como lo entiendo, entonces la Novela va a ser sobre Krsna, que no? Pero sobre hombres pulpo, y Demiurgos y otras cosas tambien.
Es Novela, no guion. Guiones ya he escrito muchos. Novela nunca he terminado antes, pero el trabajo principal, crear el mundo y los personajes ya esta hecho. Se llama el Libro de Ciudad Paleta y somos autores Nanda y yo. Mi propia educaccion en el idioma castellano. Puedo, por ejemplo, hacerla aqui y mandarmela a mi mismo como archivo adjunto cada vez.
Una disciplina nueva.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Escuchando a Terence McKenna en un Cybercafe
Caminando al pueblo esta maƱana, me di cuenta que no voy a salvar a mundo.
Mis actos son principalmente egoistas. Hago cosas por que me gusta hacerlas.
Pues, que es lo mas importante que puede hacer un ego?
Por empezar, darse cuenta que hay tal cosa como un ego.
Luego darse cuenta que este ego no va a facilitar un fin a la vejez, enfermedad y muerte.
De ahi, todo es para reconocer que cualquier pequeƱo gustito que uno tiene es igualmente importante a todos los demas. Es decir, buscar un churrin y buscar una novia son identicos. Ambos estan ligados al concepto de un cuerpo y una mente los cuales son completamente perecederos y fragiles.
Desde que no tengo cyber, ha bajado mi libido 95%.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Robin Hood or Bust
A pagar cuentas.
Manolito: $2780
Cheke: $2700
Luz: $ 694
Y eso solo para empezar. Me cae que no es logico vivir vencidos. Es una locura. Steal from the poor to give to the rich? Bueno... Lo importante ahi en lo del dinero son los honores.
La verdad es algo asi: una organizacion obscura multinacional podria, si quisiera, controlar la economia de un pobrecito como yo completamente, amenazando a miembros de mi familia, creando caos, etcetera. Pero, preguntaria Sherlock Holmes, a que beneficio? Lo importante en esto de salud mental es no perder la cabeza. No me sorprende que Quiroz ya estaba hablando de cuernos de chivo y todo eso. No es mucho pensar que si la paranoia en mi vida se combierte en algo incontrolable, el sentimiento de impotencia podria convertirse en violencia en mi corazon.
Pero aqui es donde se separan los niƱos de los adultos: si uno se para en la no violencia, empieza en casa, con la familia y los seres mas queridos. Eso significa no-violencia economica tambien.
Ya me han dicho de eso que el que paga manda y todo eso.
Las voces del pueblo dicen: NOOOOOOO!
Me gusta oir. Pero llevemos el argumento mas lejos. En una celda de 4x4 sin ventanas ni nada, si solo soy yo y mi atacante, la no-violencia tendria lugar? Pues no. Creo que no. Burp.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Regreso a ver Quiroz
NO estoy tan loco como paresco.
Ya estoy viendo a mi psycologo de nuevo.
Armando Quiroz es un buen hombre y me da consejos solidos.
Y eso me permite ver mi propia locura desde un espejo pulido...
La mente de un profecional de salud mental.
Platicamos de muchas cosas, y claro, la principal fue de mi campaƱa precidencial.
El me dijo que es simplemente hacer de mi mismo un blanco mas grande para
Algun fracotirador.
Concuerdo.
Mejor un gerrillero vivo...
QUe un martir muerto.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Otro Mes Sin Computadora
Estoy atrapado a no escribir mas que en los cafes internet.
Me gusta la idea de tener una maquina en casa donde puedo escribir,
Pero me pregunto: que vale la pena escribir?
Escucando a Michael Tsarion en youtube por un rato
Me acuerdo de que 'desconectado' estoy.
Tal vez es mejor.
Menos diarrea verborreal.
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Ora si, Feliz dia de las madres!
David Icke no funciona hoy. Que pena. Me gustan las noticias ahi.
Pero asi es esto de las guerras informaticas. Cada pequeƱo detalle cuenta.
Por ejemplo, hoy no fui a ver TITANES por que no llegaron los anetjos de mi mama.
Asi es esto.. Asi es esto.
Transparencia es transparencia.
Tiene que ser totamente interpenetrante.
Asta los lamidos de culo de las regiones inferiores.
Por que nunca estamos plenamente seguros de la realidad.
La realidad tiene un numero ilimitado de possibles "soluciones".
Nanotechnologistas y Necromancistas no son tan distintos...
Sigue siendo mente - la cuvertura del alma.
Pues.
Imaginemos por un segundo que....
En algun Chalet Swiso, un par de Banqueros ...
Juegan un juego virtual donde regocijan los gastos
de Cintamani en macro-esferico.
Bah.
Demaciado paranoide.
Limosinas en La Brea.
Un peso vale un peso.
Un dolar vale un dolar.
No hay ni lavado ni no lavado.
Hay mas bien las paranoides ideas de una mente insensata.
La mente de un Robin Kaczmarczyk
Servilleta Caida.
La tercera guerra mundial.
Bah.
Mas bien como la numero 3,148,299!!!
Algo cyclico que nunca para...
Por que el ser humano no aprende las lecciones de la historia.
Efecto Nostradamus.
Go back to work, nigger.
Egypto de pertenece a Africa.
Es la cabeza de Africa.
O los pies!
Esta noche comienza la batalla entre el SeƱor Rama y Lolth, Reina de las telaraƱas del infierno!
El premio es el alma de Nagaloka.
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Happy Mothers Day
Bueno, no es Mothers Day todavia, creo que es maƱana, pero no esta mal el sentimiento.
Que creen? Salgo de aqui, de este mismo cafe internet y zaz.. se me cae la compu que acabo de reparar. Pues ya no funciona el disco duro, ni el internet, ni la pantalla. Nimodo. Ay que pagar para arreglar y asi es esto.
Pero chinge su madre el mundo. Voy a toluca a la furia de titanes si me cae un trueno!
Friday, May 7, 2010
Pena que los tacos de soya no funcionaron en el 2006.
Pero digamos que si Mexico no puede conquistar el mundo (convirtiendonos a todos en el imperio Maya) nadie puede.
Lunes: Toluca or Bust
No lo puedo creer. Toda la fuerza y dignidad del infamoso SS y no puedo ir a Toluca a ver una pelicula! Bueno, asi es el mundo.
Hoy he decidido convertirme en emperador del mundo. Es facil, realmente. Todo lo que me hace falta es la precidencia de Mexico en el 2012. Eso singifica que nececito ponerme en la planilla Nacional Socialista para el 2011 con la genial propuesta:
MEXICO QUIERE LA BOMBA!
Thursday, May 6, 2010
No he visto Furia de Titanes
Y esta compu no tiene imagenes en su archivo. Asi son los cafes internet. Bueno. Creo que meresco ir al cine. Veremos.
Saturday, May 1, 2010
As soon as you get it, it is gone...
...money that is.
The truth: the debts incurred by Cintamani are higher than the income I get from Social Security, so generating more income becomes important to support Cintamani. Of course, it is rather uncomfortable to think I am the only source of income for Cintamani and that I depend 100% on the unfailing SS.
So...
I might very well escape to get myself a sauna in Toluca and ...
Nahh.
I will rent a new store today.
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Mexico Has the Bomb?
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
En buena hora de abrir este blog.
Pues nada, que estoy de regreso en Valle sin compu, dinero y basicamente, como una lagartija de jardin, asoleandome y hechando humos. Ya que se que puedo abrir los blogs, voy a aƱadir algunos detalles sobre Agua, el hombre lagarto, que ya se puso de pelos en el vecindario. Creo que todo esto va a estar de madres.
El mundo cybernetico y el mundo real finalmente empiezan a conjugarse. Es facil decir cosas en un cyber y apuntar notas sobre lo que esta pasando como buen jornalista y escritor. Es mas dificil vivir las aventuras en sangre propia.
La Ley y el Orden UVS. Que pedo con el show de Truman, mi vida y las elecciones del 2012 en Mexico? Aqui la guerra no es tan fuerte que a todos ha tocado. Pero en Juarez si se nota bien gacho. Valle no es Juarez. Pero Juarez es Juarez. Alguien me avento un limon afueritas de la casa. Cosas asi ya no pudeo tolerarlas, pues significan demaciado el peligro real de ser yo mismo.
Lo ultimo que quiero es convertirme en tyrano. Pero la supervivencia de los mios es primordial en mi mente y corazon. Y mis tatus estan grandes y se ven claros. Mexico... este lugar extraƱo que se dice le pertenece a un "pueblo" llamado Mexicano es una farza. No hay pueblo. Hay Otomis. Hay Mazahuas. Hay Vallesanos y Defectuosos. Hay Narcos y hay polis. Y claro, hay familias.
Sospecho que las grandes naciones son propiedad de las grandes familias.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Otro dia sin rumbo.
Lo que es indispensable de entender es que los chiquillos me dan un gran placer.
Tenerlos alrededor me alivia de mi mismo mejor que cualquier otro remedio.
Entonces, cuidar de ellos es algo practicamente indispensable para mi bienestar.
Creo que a eso se refieren cuando dicen que tienes que amarte a ti mismo para amar a los demas.
Pero queda la pregunta: que sigue?
Por una parte, puedo entrar en algun negocio aqui en Valle.
O mudarme. O no hacer nada.
Pero no hacer nada lleva a lugares obscuros en mi mismo.
Mejor couparme de algun negocio.
Ora la pregunta: que?
Si me vuelvo a Gringolandia, el dinero es facil y el trabajo tambien.
Pero: es lo que me da paz?
No, claro que no. Mas bien me da guerra! HA!
Entonces, lo que mejor hacer es ocuparme aqui, en mero Valle.
Pues aqui tengo soporte y aporte de parte de mi familia, y claro, los dolaritos
lucen mas.
Pero no sin hacer nada.
Un depa, clases de musica, tarot, photographia... Cine independiente.
Lo de siempre. Trabajar, trabajar, trabajar.
Y claro, desde ahi, ganar la confianza de mis seres queridos...
Y los no tan queridos.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Todo es lo que aparenta... Nada es lo que aparenta
Desenmascarar la verdad de una vida humana.
(burp) Que es la verdad de mi realidad?
Tengo implantes? Soy bionico? Soy simplemente humano?
Tome bastantes psychodelicos, causando, seguramente, cambios en mi cerebro.
Pero no tantos como mi padre?
Que soy? Donde estoy? Que estoy haciendo aqui?
Existe la possession demonica?
Soy realmente enemigo de la Iglecia Catholica o me vale madres?
Me vale madres, supongo.
Hay cosas mas interesantes que ocupar mi tiempo.
Cada acto, cada palabra, cada hecho.
Cambia un poco la realidad.
Pero lo que mas la cambia son los pensamientos!
Cuantos pensamientos!
Rarisimo, parece que no hay lenguetazos del diablo...
Si no empiezo a escribir.
En que pensar?
En nada.
En absolutamente nada.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Disney, Hollywood y el Gordito ese.
Que le andan escupiendo a la cruz en mis suenos, pero ya se ve mas jodido el pobre, con un ojo medio safado, la piel bien chamuscada.. bueno.. ya imaginan.
Pero eso si.
Que nadie se meta con el Pato Donald.
Pero eso si.
Que nadie se meta con el Pato Donald.
Donde estoy y que estoy haciendo?
Pos para empezar, estoy en casa. Es decir, estoy donde me siento mejor.
Estoy chingandole la madre a la familia como de costumbre, y al mundo entero para variar.
Estoy buscando la verdad, y tratando de no creer que soy Jesus.
Estoy vivo, en carne humana, con dos ojos, dos piernas, y de vez en cuando..
El sentimiento de amor y odio y todo lo demas.
Estoy en calma. No me siento ni tan triste, ni tan feliz, pero en calma.
Estoy BIEN PICHI CACHONDO, queriendome cojer asta el gato, pero eso no es nada nuevo.
Tengo el presentimento de que tengo cosas que hacer importantes, y por esa razon, no quiero empezar cosas que no lo son.
Estoy bastante consciente, y veo lo que veo.
Tengo un chingo de amigos que ... pos ahi andan, viendo lo que hago.
Tengo un chingo de 'angelitos' echandome la mano.
Y claro esta, tengo mis detractores, pero no tantos por estos rumbos.
Ya no quiero morir tanto como antes. Pero tampoco me apego a la vida.
Ya se mas o menos, y diria yo mas que menos como romper maldiciones, y maldita sea si no es que el nombre de 'Jesus' funciona maravillas. Nimodo. Chale.
Veo en pequenitos reyes y sacerdotes. Y me hablan con pura verdad pero al corazon.
Y veo en algunos adultos ya lo mismo tambien. Pero con mucha mas confucion en sus corazones.
Los ninos no mienten.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Department of Really Bad Idea Control
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Confucion en el corazon! Pa donde jalar!?
Islam es 'surrender'.
Pero pa donde rendirse?
A que rendirse?
A la razon? A la paz?
Que es la "Ley"?
Generalmente la "Ley" es un asunto dado por razones religiosas.
La "Ley" se define desde el punto de algun libro sacro, Bibla, Koran, Baghavad Gita.
Y de ahi, costumbres locales.
Pero y que de los Sodomitas?
QUe placer hay en un mundo sin ellos y sin posibilidad de su existencia?
Pero pa donde rendirse?
A que rendirse?
A la razon? A la paz?
Que es la "Ley"?
Generalmente la "Ley" es un asunto dado por razones religiosas.
La "Ley" se define desde el punto de algun libro sacro, Bibla, Koran, Baghavad Gita.
Y de ahi, costumbres locales.
Pero y que de los Sodomitas?
QUe placer hay en un mundo sin ellos y sin posibilidad de su existencia?
Where I am now.
Listening to songs about Govinda. Finding peace there too.
And wondering what words I will be speaking when I leave the body.
Two roads.
Three roads.
Four roads.
Many, many, many roads.
Nobody is lost, but some take a long time to get where they need to go.
And wondering what words I will be speaking when I leave the body.
Two roads.
Three roads.
Four roads.
Many, many, many roads.
Nobody is lost, but some take a long time to get where they need to go.
Bad Hair Day
I feel like the universe is stripping me of everything one follicle at a time.
It is a bit like dying, but very, very, very slowly.
Strip my love.
Then my hate.
Strip my desires.
Then my needs.
Where does it end?
When there is nothing, nothing, nothing.
Somewhere, the heart of Compassion beats still in my heart.
Maybe that's why I look like a Zen Monk.
But then, I also look like Anton LeVey and Alaister Crowley.
It's all the lies over so many years.
They come tumbling down like a house of cards.
The rage against 'it' that made me be a bald Zen Monk...
Might simply be building up.
I listen to Aztec Dances as I write this..
To give my fingers strength, strength to tell the truth.
The Wedding.
Renata Calls.
It is a bit like dying, but very, very, very slowly.
Strip my love.
Then my hate.
Strip my desires.
Then my needs.
Where does it end?
When there is nothing, nothing, nothing.
Somewhere, the heart of Compassion beats still in my heart.
Maybe that's why I look like a Zen Monk.
But then, I also look like Anton LeVey and Alaister Crowley.
It's all the lies over so many years.
They come tumbling down like a house of cards.
The rage against 'it' that made me be a bald Zen Monk...
Might simply be building up.
I listen to Aztec Dances as I write this..
To give my fingers strength, strength to tell the truth.
The Wedding.
Renata Calls.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Little Raven reminded me to tell ya...
If I am Ganesha.
My father is Siva.
(Burp).
Another little thing I realized today.
I personally don't need to have ANY faith whatsoever.
I feed from the faith of those around me.
A third point: what use faith if you have knowledge?
And a fourth point: it is the love for the folks around us that makes it all good.
My father is Siva.
(Burp).
Another little thing I realized today.
I personally don't need to have ANY faith whatsoever.
I feed from the faith of those around me.
A third point: what use faith if you have knowledge?
And a fourth point: it is the love for the folks around us that makes it all good.
How can I determine when I'm lyign to myself?
I don't know what I don't know that I don't know!
I reserve the right to be totally wrong.
And I'll be happy to have anybody call me on my bullshit.
I reserve the right to be totally wrong.
And I'll be happy to have anybody call me on my bullshit.
What does my heart sing to?
All my self doubt is a crucible.
I asked myself this morning: would it benefit the whole world to burn itself that a new world might come about?
I ask myself: has it not burned enough?
And how am I to know that it's burning?
Is there a fire outside the gates of this office?
There is a fire in my heart.
(cough cough)
Everywhere I turn, I see: cables, lights, fires.
Man's creations.
A prison of men by men.
The birds tell me this.
Even the cockroach, the rat and some of the other 'vermin'...
Tell me this.
And what are the 'fruits' of man's 'creations'?
The satisfaction of Lust.
Here is the key: what is the difference between Lust and Love?
Lust leaves behind the person empty.
Love fills the person.
It is Love that will triumph.
Love WITH passion. Passion, not just for asses, pricks, cunts and tits.
But for people.
Having said that!
WTF is my infantry?
I asked myself this morning: would it benefit the whole world to burn itself that a new world might come about?
I ask myself: has it not burned enough?
And how am I to know that it's burning?
Is there a fire outside the gates of this office?
There is a fire in my heart.
(cough cough)
Everywhere I turn, I see: cables, lights, fires.
Man's creations.
A prison of men by men.
The birds tell me this.
Even the cockroach, the rat and some of the other 'vermin'...
Tell me this.
And what are the 'fruits' of man's 'creations'?
The satisfaction of Lust.
Here is the key: what is the difference between Lust and Love?
Lust leaves behind the person empty.
Love fills the person.
It is Love that will triumph.
Love WITH passion. Passion, not just for asses, pricks, cunts and tits.
But for people.
Having said that!
WTF is my infantry?
Who sends us dreams?
An old fashioned plantation house.
A family living there.
Little ghost girl (boy am I ever plagued by little ghost girls!) in a white dress above the knees with the puffy arms.
She had two pigs tails to each side of her head.
At the kitchen, she appears to a group of people and to me.
I tell them that I will follow her into the bedroom.
There, I grab her.
She starts to ask me to be born as my child.
Then, she transforms into a hideous goblin, right on my arms.
The same little girl appears behind us and drops a book on the bed where I'm holding the goblin down.
The book has a picture of her and under the picture a date: July 1817.
It is a leader cover and there are other two people with her in the picture.
The rest of the folks come into the room, crying: "Daemon in a Jar, Demon in a Jar".
I realize that a demon in ajar might very well think he is master of the universe.
But he is master only of the illusions inside the jar.
Furthermore, the only way to 'release' the demon in the jar..
Is to either open it or shatter it.
It is not surprising that Jinn are captured in bottles.
This story goes to all those Jarheads, fighting a 'holy war' for Mammon.
Monday, March 1, 2010
I wonder...
What the elders of Zion need to get THEIR Messiah on a 'living' throne.
I wonder who many 'hidden' Messiahs are on the planet today.
I wonder so many things, it makes my head want to explode.
But what REALLY gets me mad.
What REALLY makes me raving, lunatic, crazy...
YEARS ago, I planned a pretty good strategy to 'liberate' the USA from it's tyrannical rulers by simply selling soy-tacos and establishing tianguis on all the streets. I wrote a little declaration of war, almost as a joke.
A NON-VIOLENT war.
9-11 million times later, folks are still killing each other for absolutely no good reason other than selling more weapons of mass destruction to terrorists that they themselves (the folks who sell these weapons) train.
My family has been skewered, my penis shivered and my head bedazzled. And now? What is there left? A bunch of whiny neighbors!
'secret' handlers, military 'masterminds', all manner of 'friends' of the Pink Party keep trying to make me into some kind of ruthless killer. Am I that? I suppose, if given the option of murdering 100,000 or 1 million, I would take 100,000. BUT WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH SELLING SOY TACOS!?
And actually, here is the greatest puzzle of them all.
Is it really better to murder 1 or 1 million?
How many have died since the war began?
I wonder who many 'hidden' Messiahs are on the planet today.
I wonder so many things, it makes my head want to explode.
But what REALLY gets me mad.
What REALLY makes me raving, lunatic, crazy...
YEARS ago, I planned a pretty good strategy to 'liberate' the USA from it's tyrannical rulers by simply selling soy-tacos and establishing tianguis on all the streets. I wrote a little declaration of war, almost as a joke.
A NON-VIOLENT war.
9-11 million times later, folks are still killing each other for absolutely no good reason other than selling more weapons of mass destruction to terrorists that they themselves (the folks who sell these weapons) train.
My family has been skewered, my penis shivered and my head bedazzled. And now? What is there left? A bunch of whiny neighbors!
'secret' handlers, military 'masterminds', all manner of 'friends' of the Pink Party keep trying to make me into some kind of ruthless killer. Am I that? I suppose, if given the option of murdering 100,000 or 1 million, I would take 100,000. BUT WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH SELLING SOY TACOS!?
And actually, here is the greatest puzzle of them all.
Is it really better to murder 1 or 1 million?
How many have died since the war began?
The Bible demands...
The sacrifice on 1/3 of all trees, 1/3 all fish, 1/3 all animals...
And a whole lotta humans for the King of Kings to descend.
Any takers?
And a whole lotta humans for the King of Kings to descend.
Any takers?
By their fruits thou shall know them..
Hare Krsna Hare Krsna Krsna Krsna Hare Hare
Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare
Two roads.
The left.
The right.
Then, if yer clever, you split off into the middle.
But clever might not get you where you wanna go.
Two roads.
The left.
The right.
Then, if yer clever, you split off into the middle.
But clever might not get you where you wanna go.
And the truth shall set you free.. Again.. And again.. and again..
Am I a manchine?
Am I an internet creation?
Am I...
What I am?
Rob calls me 'the Robin'.
At moments I see his light.
He shines like Jesus.
At moments I see his darkness.
He is just Bim again.
The Reverend.
The good Reverend.
Is he calling on Jesus/Satan?
Alpha/Omega?
(burp).
The Dajjal is a deceiver.
The Dajjal is WHAT I am writing this log on.
Ananta Sesa: the fabric of things.
What is the role of (lick) ...
We are ALL Jesus.
If I don't move my fingers? Who does?
Who is 'the machine' controller?
Am I an internet creation?
Am I...
What I am?
Rob calls me 'the Robin'.
At moments I see his light.
He shines like Jesus.
At moments I see his darkness.
He is just Bim again.
The Reverend.
The good Reverend.
Is he calling on Jesus/Satan?
Alpha/Omega?
(burp).
The Dajjal is a deceiver.
The Dajjal is WHAT I am writing this log on.
Ananta Sesa: the fabric of things.
What is the role of (lick) ...
We are ALL Jesus.
If I don't move my fingers? Who does?
Who is 'the machine' controller?
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Bim does not own me.
Lucifer is my guardian angel. and basically, I believe myself to be a free agent for a while. Somebody might have me in tow.
Just words.
Rereading my 'Carta Abierta' on deoxy for Bush last night, it dawned on me that it's okay.
I'm starting to think the 'internet' might have a consciousness.
That would mean a man-made object has acquired life. Does it have a soul?
Well, the Bhagavad Gita tells us that even the rocks themselves have souls, so why not the net?
If you begin to expand on all possibilities: cloning, hybrids, robotic-consciousness.. You approach a point of no-return where anything, everything is possible.
Further meditations this morning over 'selfishness' and 'selflessness'. From George Derby to Deoxy to everything else, all my biggest troubles have always arrived from a kind of selfishness. Always worried about the things "I" want, I give no pause to gaining power over others to get my way.
But in the end,that only alienates ... I like that word.. alienate... it alienates the very people I'm trying to 'seduce' away from me. In short, the more I get, the less I enjoy it.
What's the answer?
Humility.
I have been sooooooo wrong, about sooooo many things. And all my mistakes were ego-driven. Wanting to 'change' this and that... to my own advantage. I must wonder if I am still trying to do it, subconsciously.
Then the shit hits the fan and you start doing damage control and you realize you are at cause of all the shit that has happened. But not 'just' you. Everybody around you. From the Biblethumpers, Koran yelling, Baghavad Gita selling zealots, Kukulkan cultists, pedos, deoxities... Even the little snail that died last night in my hands.
What now?
Do good. Finds friends and exercise.
I'm starting to think the 'internet' might have a consciousness.
That would mean a man-made object has acquired life. Does it have a soul?
Well, the Bhagavad Gita tells us that even the rocks themselves have souls, so why not the net?
If you begin to expand on all possibilities: cloning, hybrids, robotic-consciousness.. You approach a point of no-return where anything, everything is possible.
Further meditations this morning over 'selfishness' and 'selflessness'. From George Derby to Deoxy to everything else, all my biggest troubles have always arrived from a kind of selfishness. Always worried about the things "I" want, I give no pause to gaining power over others to get my way.
But in the end,that only alienates ... I like that word.. alienate... it alienates the very people I'm trying to 'seduce' away from me. In short, the more I get, the less I enjoy it.
What's the answer?
Humility.
I have been sooooooo wrong, about sooooo many things. And all my mistakes were ego-driven. Wanting to 'change' this and that... to my own advantage. I must wonder if I am still trying to do it, subconsciously.
Then the shit hits the fan and you start doing damage control and you realize you are at cause of all the shit that has happened. But not 'just' you. Everybody around you. From the Biblethumpers, Koran yelling, Baghavad Gita selling zealots, Kukulkan cultists, pedos, deoxities... Even the little snail that died last night in my hands.
What now?
Do good. Finds friends and exercise.
It dawns on me...
That nothing is over because I still don't see my infantry.
Is this a game for all of you?
If I am your 'Savior'...
Where's my dancing girls-reward?
Is this a game for all of you?
If I am your 'Savior'...
Where's my dancing girls-reward?
Friday, February 26, 2010
2721 troubles.
A time-traveling clone I met in a bus the other day told me that the real troubles
start in 2721 and they have to do with a sexless-violence free society of beings who lack any will to defend themselves utterly.
He could have been an NSA lackey, trying to prevent me from actually doing anything interesting in the present. But then again, what if he's right?
As Gandalf would say to ... Frodo..
"All we can do..."
Eternal life depends a bit on how much you want to live. For a fellow like Hyraniakasipu (the Great Architect, no doubt), it surely means perfect Yoga followed by debauchery at a totally new level. Debauchery might not necessarily get you 'there', but it will definitively be a fun filled ride, even if the ending is not the best. (cough cough)
Not fulfilling his Karma would not have been an option for Hyrani. This is why Prahlad was so important. Prahlad permits Hyrani to fulfill his destiny, thus liberating himself form the bondage of the separation from the Creator.
Note to Sodomite Kings.
Don't think you need to get sodomized right away.
YOU choose when, where, and by whom.
YOU choose when, where, and by whom.
Must the 'dajjal' be saved?
"Pride Cometh Before the Fall"
Assuming responsibility for one's actions:
Jesus said something about those who try to save their lives will loose it.
Those who are willing to loose their lives will have eternal life.
I'm all for that.
If I have to play Dajjal. I'll be happy to play it.
If I have to play Man of Perdition, why not?]
If I have (cough cough) to play the Serpent.. So be it.
You say 'eternal damnation'? I say Time loop.
Transcendence is knowing when you are whopped and by whom.
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